Real? (Song)

Here's another song that Texas wrote.

Could you remind me who I am supposed to be?
My heart has always been locked and there was never a key.
I can’t go on living this way,
wearing this mask day after day.

All my laughter is hollow,
it’s only there to hide my sorrow,
I can’t feel anything but pain,
I have nothing left to gain.

They say to hold on,
they say it can’t all really be gone,
But what happens when it comes true?
What happens when no one loves you?

I’ve never had a choice,
I don’t have a voice,
forcing me to keep my emotions inside,
along with all the problems I hide.

Why does it give me hope thinking about death?
Why am I happy thinking about my last breath?
I have no one left to call,
I’m just going to end it all.

Now I’ve lost it all,
might as well enjoy the fall,
I don’t know who I am anymore,
what am I even here for?

I’ve accepted my fate,
I’ll always be something to hate,
I have nothing left to give,
I don’t want to live.