Shout out to Spacekamper who is a awesome friend and gave some of these great lyrics! :)
Walking through battlegrounds in my mind,
forever stuck in this bind,
looking for something I won’t find,
lost inside my mind,
It hasn’t been the same since I lost my heart
I remember the day it was torn apart,
I’ll never be able to forget,
not with life reminding me of it,
In my head listening to the sounds of dread,
destroyed by the words you’ve said,
how could I’ve been so blind,
now I’m lost inside my mind.
I can feel my mind starting to break,
the pain is something I can’t take,
it’s like it’s ripping apart my soul,
the pain is taking it’s toll,
In my head I wonder if it’s worth it,
worth the fight,
worth the war that’s all in my mind,
worth all the tying to be kind,
Something is wrong with me,
I know it but everyone else can’t see,
loss cuts me like a knife,
I want to be done with life,
I don’t want to feel like this tomorrow,
don’t want to drown in my sorrow,
it’s hard to smile when everything around me is sad,
It’s hard to live when everything is going bad.
Walking through battlegrounds in my mind,
forever stuck in this bind,
looking for something I won’t find,
lost inside my mind,
It hasn’t been the same since I lost my heart
I remember the day it was torn apart,
I’ll never be able to forget,
not with life reminding me of it,
In my head listening to the sounds of dread,
destroyed by the words you’ve said,
how could I’ve been so blind,
now I’m lost inside my mind.
I can feel my mind starting to break,
the pain is something I can’t take,
it’s like it’s ripping apart my soul,
the pain is taking it’s toll,
In my head I wonder if it’s worth it,
worth the fight,
worth the war that’s all in my mind,
worth all the tying to be kind,
Something is wrong with me,
I know it but everyone else can’t see,
loss cuts me like a knife,
I want to be done with life,
I don’t want to feel like this tomorrow,
don’t want to drown in my sorrow,
it’s hard to smile when everything around me is sad,
It’s hard to live when everything is going bad.