I’m living in nightmare,
and no one seems to care,
I’m trapped in a living hell,
and I have no one to tell.
You’re turning me into someone I don’t want to be,
can’t you see that you’re killing me,
breaking me down with the things you said,
guess you really do want me dead.
I’m living in a nightmare,
try and enter if you dare,
the voices are about to win,
listening as the insanity sets in.
All this pain with no end in sight,
why try when I’m never right,
my hope is incredibly weak,
guess it’s normal when you’re not allowed to speak.
I’m living in a nightmare,
I have nothing but despair,
why can’t I just walk away,
I’m getting tired of people telling me to stay.
Could I just lay here,
lay and hide from my fear,
and never get up again,
I know I’ll never win.
I’m living in a nightmare,
where nothing is fair,
the real me will always be unknown,
I’m gonna die alone.
My heart was broken in two
then was stomped to pieces by you,
I watched helplessly,
watched as you destroyed what was left of me.
I’m living in a nightmare,
tried of this smile I’m forced to wear,
that smile is only a lie,
the real me just wants to die.
(This is a song I wrote as Texas last year. Hope you like it.)
and no one seems to care,
I’m trapped in a living hell,
and I have no one to tell.
You’re turning me into someone I don’t want to be,
can’t you see that you’re killing me,
breaking me down with the things you said,
guess you really do want me dead.
I’m living in a nightmare,
try and enter if you dare,
the voices are about to win,
listening as the insanity sets in.
All this pain with no end in sight,
why try when I’m never right,
my hope is incredibly weak,
guess it’s normal when you’re not allowed to speak.
I’m living in a nightmare,
I have nothing but despair,
why can’t I just walk away,
I’m getting tired of people telling me to stay.
Could I just lay here,
lay and hide from my fear,
and never get up again,
I know I’ll never win.
I’m living in a nightmare,
where nothing is fair,
the real me will always be unknown,
I’m gonna die alone.
My heart was broken in two
then was stomped to pieces by you,
I watched helplessly,
watched as you destroyed what was left of me.
I’m living in a nightmare,
tried of this smile I’m forced to wear,
that smile is only a lie,
the real me just wants to die.
(This is a song I wrote as Texas last year. Hope you like it.)